I Am Sorry

Sorry for everything.... and now.. I would like to say welcome and
goodbye to myself... I hate this blog very much actually... Everytime
when I am facing something bad... I will just record all and release
my emotion in here... So... All I can see from here.. Is the very bad
side of myself... Goodbye, my childish-ness... Goodbye, the very old
me... Off course... I wont say that I am 100% changed now... But...
the only thing I am 100% sure is... I am happy and better now...
I would like to welcome my brand new me... =)

Thank you for everything, there is no regret of it... There is a thing
that is called experience... If we never happen to gain the experience
... We will never know... What is the feeling of "Sweet" and "Pain"...
Ya.. Maybe sometime... You may have done something that will
causeyou to feel regretful in the rest of your life... But.. If you never
happen to gain this experience... You will never know that what is
the correct thing and what is the wrong one... Maybe... the only thing
we can do now...is to let the time to cure it or let the fate decide...

There is a song lyrics... I am so into it... "I am sorry for blaming you
for everything.. I just couldnt do... and I've hurt myself by hurting
you" I will take everything as a lesson... and I wish that these can
be a guidein my future... I will make sure... I wont do it again...
Cause the "pain" is really hard to fade away...

Anyway... I am really sorry... for everything...