Mr "Kanasai"

Mother~ Today really DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN angry...
Why? Thanks to that piece of kanasai la.... "Why u always scold your bf one"
I got? Ya I did... So I am bad one.. He so pity always kena scold...
Kanasai! See what you did! No money pay for the car also didnt tell
people... Now after people "tor" it only u start blaming bullshit...
"How I know? You think I want??" HOW YOU KNOW???!!!
YOU THINK YOU WANT?????!!!! *BEEP*(Too rough cant be show)

Mr Kanasai... "Before" you decide to "dont pay" for it that time... U NEVER
THINK DE MEH??????? OFF COURSE PEOPLE WILL "TOR" LA!!!
Ok ok calm down calm down... Since I already "d" "i" "u" him for whole day
already... Congrat to him... Now have to pay all +++++ extra charge which is
RM450~~~~ RM450?!!!!!!! Mother *BEEP** Half month of my salary....
Half month... You know how hard to pass thru that half month only can get
RM450? Hahahah sure u dunno... Half month for me = Half dead...

Mr Kanasai... You know what... You "always" like that... You "NOT FIRST TIME"
lo.... ALL NEVER PLAN NICELY de... Like wait for the sky drop only u decide...
Wedding also... But dont worry... I think it clearly now... I DONT WANT TO
MARRY WITH YOU ALREADY... YES! I DONT WANT MARRY ALREADY!!!
Dude... You really think all the thing can "hold on" as long as me???
6 yearsss.... You "HOLD ON" me for 6 years already!!!!! How many more years
u want to "hold on"? No Thanks... I wont le... Wont be as stupid as last time le...

"Badly in need of support"?? You think only you?? Hahahaha.. Ya I always know...
When I am scolding you... You become "very" pity and I am "very" bad....
Whatever! OK? I really dont have to make myself become so cheap just because of you
---mr kanasai...

Sometime you think you grow up... You dont need support from ur family...
You dont want to borrow money... Nevermind I understand a bit.... BUT YOU KNOW WHAT??
SOMETIME YOU HAVE NO CHOICE!! YOU NEED THEIR HELP STILL!!!!!
See.. This is a very good example... You no money... no pay for the car... People "tor" it away...
O~~~ end up need them to pay also... ++ extra RM450... Mr kanasai... Thanks for ur ermmmmm how to describe??? Whatever~ As in me... Wedding = X cause of ? No money...
Ask me to wait??? 10 years later??? Hahahahahahahahahaha.... OH YA... People suggest me
the fastest way is to... "PREGNANT" ... FUCK OFF LA!! Pregnant? I need to be in that only can
marry out?? Ridiculious! If you ask me a day ago... I will stilll thinking about marry him...
Wait a while never mind... But now... No thanks le... I really doubt it... This man can give me happiness?? A man that without any planning for everything...

Mr kanasai... You disappointed me too many time... I wont break up with you de..
Dont worry...but I also wont marry with you de... Its useless le... Everything is over already...
You knew it long time ago dont you? Just u dont want to face it...

Ignore? Busy? Whatever

Recently I wrote many stuffs... About myself or others...

www.wretch.cc/blog/iReobe (my mandarin blog)
and
www.wretch.cc/blog/xuanne (english version)
and
yinsum1610.spaces.live.com (my spaces in Mandarin)

Well... Almost everynight sleep late for them... But sometime
when I staring on my msn list... Suprised that I cant find
those who i used to "chat" with.. Or just dont reply me...

Fine... Its still up to u guys... Trying to tell myself that...
"Maybe they are busy?" Whatever now... You know
that I shoudnt care... But I will mark it down...

Ok... I really dunno what to write with english...
Guess I will be stopping here...

Feel free to visit my mandarin blogs... Thx...

I Hate It When Its Crowded!

Sunday , the day that I hate the most..Sunday always made me feel bad...

Today went to "Mid Valley" with my hon...
Put some simple make-up on(cause I really look like "dead" person now)...
Just trying to be a friend of "pretty"... but seem like there is still long way to go...

Super crowded... We cant find a place which is "less" people for our "brunch"...
Mood started become bad... Well... I really hate to see a lots of people...
I started blaming him why bring me here... and my stupid shoe hurt my feet which
made me feel very very pain... GRRRRRRR.... So...
Feet Pain + Hungry + Crowded = Mood very suck...
End up we went back to somewhere near our parking for our brunch...

Curry chicken Rice... our brunch... Not very very nice but kinda expensive...
and... gotta wait very very long... Ok... Mood start feeling better now...
Met with "Dreamer"... First time oh... We used to know each other for such a
long time... and He used to listen to my songs(I compose, I sing de)... Hahaha...
But seem like... My hon more close with him...

Anyway... I really really want to thanks him... Appreciate his help...

Went to "pasar malam" just now... Bought many foods... Feel kinda happy...
But still... Crowded... Sigh~

How Should I Face You?

How long didnt we talk? Since last year my birthday? Hahahaha... Although everything is pass...
but seem like... Its kinda hard for us to start talking back... Maybe you and me = same type...
I dont start a "Hi" n so dont you... Still angry huh? Hahaha... I am the one who start it first....
Well... I never say I didnt... But... :p "whatever"

Tried to ask you join us swimming for few times... Rejected... Well... Never mind its still up to you...
To be honest... Used to swim with you and some others... Now when everytime I want to go swimming... I sure think of you guys first... 2 people swim just too bored... Sigh~

Today saw you also... I dunno that if I should "look" at you or just pretend to look at some other place... Damn!! I show my bad face again... Sorry lo... I just dunno what kind of "face" that I should use to "face" u... Used to play together but now... Aihz... Almost 1 year we didnt talk? Since my last birthday... Ya la Ya la.. I so mean la... But you also ma... -.- Where got boy can angry so long also? :( Dunno why I so so so so so "UNCONTROLABLE".. Why must run when I see you?? -.- So automatic liao... Honestly... I still dunno how to start a "Hi" with you... GRRR...
Why dont you start a "Hi" with me first leh? =.= @#$@$%!(didnt mean to scold bad)

Until now I still cannot find out... What is that feeling? Do I like you? love you? angry you? or just feel "good" about u? But I am sure is... My heart beat "didnt" increase when I see you... But then... I still... Like to see you... What do that mean? GRRRR!!! Why am I always do stupid things? Sigh~ Dont worry... I guess I will be ok very soon... Maybe its good for us for staying like this... At least I can make sure I wont fell for you... Yea... Maybe...

Today hardly can skate... All of them are practising for the coming skate asia... Just did few jumps n back spins... Sorry... wk.. I didnt mean to block ur student... :( sorry...

Me ,The Bus and The LRT

Today I woke up at around 10am... Found out honey already went out to work..
Swt... I dont realise when he wake(sleeping like a piggie).. Since I got nothing to do...
So I force myself to sleep back... XD Nice... I rewake at around 1 something... :( No food!!
Called mum.. -.- Nothing good to eat.. Better cook it myself.. Tom Yam!!! Yummy ^^

Ate it.. Ok.. Look at the pc... No mood for it... Decide to go "ICE SKATING".. But how??
Sigh~ "BUS LO".. Call mum again.. "Mum..fetch me to the LRT pls" Ok... Done packing
everything , changed clothes.. Clock show "3pm" before I walk out from the door... Woot..
So long never take LRT/Bus.. Hope there is no any changes..

"1 ticket to Plaza Rakyat pls".. ermm.. Forgot how much it cost...Opps.. My skates almost
stuck me when crossing the entries(dunno what it call) .. Oh ya.. Mum told me to "cover up"
my "ugly" skates with the black bag... Hehehe.. So no one looking at me for it so far...

On train/Lrt... Alone sitting there and watching outside view... Hate it when you found out
someone is keeping their eyes on u... The opposite man do.. =.= "See what See.. Want a Fight?"
Ok nvm.. Just wait for my Plaza Rakyat... Guess what? >< I wanna PEEEE!!!! Cannot , no
toilet around... T.T "tahan" Finally... It reached Plaza Rakyat..

Walk walk walk... Just follow my old memory... "Yeeeee..." Met a girl that I knew when I
worked in that music centre... Pull her bag... "Hi".. Hahaha... She is kinda blur... Told her I
didnt work there anymore...Forgot to ask for her contact.. >< Since we both rushing for
our things... And ya... I found my bus... "Number 13"

Dont worry if you dunno which bus going "sunway"... Cause they will automatic "scream" it
out... " Sunway Pyramid/Sunway Lagoon" "Sunway Pyramid/Sunway Lagoon"... Ok...
found a nice seat for myself... With AIRCON!!!! Cool.. I got them both... :( But what I dont really
happy with... Both next seat "neighbour" = Man... GRRRRRRR... Nvm Nvm... Just think about
my sunway pyramid n ice skating...

Forgot how long the bus take... I reached sunway pyramid n the ice rink at around 5pm... LOL!!!
So... I START MY LOVELY SKATING Then~~~~~

Blogs Geek

LoL... I just realise so far I owns 3 Blogs... XD Happy ^^
Msn space , wretch n this... Msn space used to blog with
mandarin + english... Wretch is full of mandarin... and This
is plain english... ^^

Jobless now... Everyday so free... Just "eat , sleep , toilet
n play" only... :( Im blogging most of the time.. Thinking
what to write... Kinda jealous about others' blog... They did
it so nice n amazing.. Sigh~ Mine just plain plain... Suddenly
the writing mood came to me... Yesterday I wrote 3 page
of some different story or they called it "Free Writing"...

About "Snowflake Fell In Love With Sunshine"...
"Figure Skating - White Costume" n "My Lovely -White"
... All in mandarin... I am better with mandarin... Can just
write out what I think...

For today... I dunno what to do... Thinking about going skate..
But lazy :( Have to take bus n then bla bla bla... Sigh~
But staying at home is really boring... Blog? :( I am now...
But today blogging mood is a bit weak... Dunno what to write...
I wish something pretty will come out from my mind...

Recently I love listening to others' love story... Many type of
story... I m watching how they cross thru their problem...
Love is such an amazing thing n a miracle... It hurt but still...
People will just go for it... (Ok Bullshit is out~)

Stop for now... ^^ Bye...

What I been Up To?

Since I quit the "clerk" job... I am kinda free these days...
But too bad... My bb just found his new job and fighting
with it now... Well... The "clerk" job was my very first
step into a job... From the moment I left my contact
and sitting there to wait for them to interview me...
and everything go so smooth(out of my thought)...
They take me as an admin... Although I was interview as
a sales... Well... They said I need to learn about the admin
stuffs before I learn about the sales stuff...

I am so into this job... Try my best to do all the
paperworks... Just a bit dont used to it... Since I hate
paperworks so much... Feel abit dizzy on the first 3days..
Haha... But end up I quit it... Why?
My heart cant stand it... I feel unfair... I hate that girl
who used to work with me... Politic? Ya...
She used to treat you good... but U really dunno what is
inside her... Selfish? ya.. She "sell" fish.. (just kidding)...
She can do everything but you cant... Hahaha... Well...
Just forget about it... Its all pass now... As long as I am happy
now... Then its enough... Just hate about they giving me some
names of "Playful girl , Emo girl , No Responsible" while I quit...
Whatever!

Recently Me n my bb are planning about our wedding...
Looking for the rings ^^... Yep I am sooner become an
"auntie" LOLLLL... Hope thing go smoothly as well...
Saving for the dinner budget... :p Need to get myself in
another new job as well...

OH YA!!! Since I so free nowadays.. I will be skating until the
coming "SKATE ASIA"... COOL!!!! Cant wait to see them skate...
Hehehe...

Oh.. Its 2008 and Sooner 2009

Haha.. Day by day... It already go so far... I still didnt realise it...
Oh ya.. If u ask me how I am so far.. I will tell u... Fine or maybe
not very fine... LoL bullshit? XD I am still me... A girl with lots of
nonsense... Well.. This is the way I can stay happy...

Not very happy actually... Many things happened... I am force to stop
my piano n ice skating classes... Which I love the most... Well...
I cant do anything about them... I dont have any extra money to
"waste" on them anymore... Why "waste"?

Since I know I can never pass grade 8 or get more than freestyle
6... Why not huh? Haha... Trust me on this... Dont try to "dream"
it when you already know its "done"... But still... Its kinda waste..
Since I already spent the past years for them...

Future... a serious question... What would u like to do on ur future?
"????" my answer... Maybe if u asked me a couple years ago.. I definately
will answer u.. "Ice Skating Coach!" or "Piano Teacher"... but now...
I dont think the same...

Ice skating coach.... A job that can make u say out loud between you friend..
and enjoy about the proud it gave... Hahaha... But its really "not easy"...
Can you make sure the students that u taught... Can skate as nice as
the professional skater? and you sure what u teach them is the correct one?
How if they cant win in their competition? See... Lots of problems...
To be honest.. For now.. I have no confidence at all on coaching anyone to become
a pro skater... So... I failed to be a coach...

Piano teacher?? Well... I love teaching piano as well... you feel great when you
turn someone from dont even know how to play "Twinkle Twinkle Star" become
can play some simple pop songs... Well.. but I still dont qualified to be a piano teacher..
I still need 2 more grades... But I am tired about taking the exam now... and I just found
out... I might be the worst piano player in my school... Although I passed my grade 6..
So how? I cant even play a complete Beethoven's song... Haha.. Sometime It really
dont count on what grade you have... It count on how much u got inside u.. If I can afford..
I wish to start from 0 again.. Learn as much as I can... Exspecially the CHORDSSS... Omg!
I love playing chords now... They are awsome!!!!