Oh.. Its 2008 and Sooner 2009

Haha.. Day by day... It already go so far... I still didnt realise it...
Oh ya.. If u ask me how I am so far.. I will tell u... Fine or maybe
not very fine... LoL bullshit? XD I am still me... A girl with lots of
nonsense... Well.. This is the way I can stay happy...

Not very happy actually... Many things happened... I am force to stop
my piano n ice skating classes... Which I love the most... Well...
I cant do anything about them... I dont have any extra money to
"waste" on them anymore... Why "waste"?

Since I know I can never pass grade 8 or get more than freestyle
6... Why not huh? Haha... Trust me on this... Dont try to "dream"
it when you already know its "done"... But still... Its kinda waste..
Since I already spent the past years for them...

Future... a serious question... What would u like to do on ur future?
"????" my answer... Maybe if u asked me a couple years ago.. I definately
will answer u.. "Ice Skating Coach!" or "Piano Teacher"... but now...
I dont think the same...

Ice skating coach.... A job that can make u say out loud between you friend..
and enjoy about the proud it gave... Hahaha... But its really "not easy"...
Can you make sure the students that u taught... Can skate as nice as
the professional skater? and you sure what u teach them is the correct one?
How if they cant win in their competition? See... Lots of problems...
To be honest.. For now.. I have no confidence at all on coaching anyone to become
a pro skater... So... I failed to be a coach...

Piano teacher?? Well... I love teaching piano as well... you feel great when you
turn someone from dont even know how to play "Twinkle Twinkle Star" become
can play some simple pop songs... Well.. but I still dont qualified to be a piano teacher..
I still need 2 more grades... But I am tired about taking the exam now... and I just found
out... I might be the worst piano player in my school... Although I passed my grade 6..
So how? I cant even play a complete Beethoven's song... Haha.. Sometime It really
dont count on what grade you have... It count on how much u got inside u.. If I can afford..
I wish to start from 0 again.. Learn as much as I can... Exspecially the CHORDSSS... Omg!
I love playing chords now... They are awsome!!!!