I am Quiting

Twisted again... Made me feel really bored... Everyday spend with the pain... So I think... Why should I still making myself injured because of this? I know that I will never get anything back from this... Nah... Now I dont want anything back from this... It used to be my everything once... Although mom n dad always ask me to quit... I dont listen... and Now I start to feel regret... Why dont I listen? Look at my foot... Both of them with extra "bones" or "meat" or whatever u call... Look so scary... and my Right leg... my Back... always in pain... Its ruined my future... I have to spent the rest of my life with all these pain...

Axel? Although I can land... But... Is it really that good?? I mean although u can land it... But why do u want it so much? For me... Yea... Honestly... I feel so proud when I landed my axel... But try to think back... I paid a lots for it... My all Saving for the skate... My time... and My both leg... Twisted many times.... Does it really worth? If you ask me two week ago... You will get a YES... I WILLING TO DIE FOR IT... But the truth is...
I really cant... I really cant waste anything, anymore on it... Yea... After freestyle 6 Test... I will stop... LOL Why after 6? Since I got double sal... I cant waste it... Just try my best... If failed then never mind lo... Hahaha...

Will start working soon... Although I really dont like it... But no choice... I gotta work... Or else I will be suffer for the spends of the days... and Its time to save for money to prepare a nice present for my honey.... <3 <3
Wanna learn again singing... So gotta work harded now... Should practise hard on my piano now... Grade 7 d... v(^.^)v.... Actually I know I am not good enough on my piano... Sigh~ So lazy... What to do...

Friends... Hehe... I got em back... I really should grow up a bit... But gimme some time... I am still learning.... I know I am childish now... Just gimme some time...