Everything Over

Yea... Finally calm down from being hyper active... Everything is over now... I gave up my friendship(because of my own's problem)...(Poor them have to take my bad temper... I am really sorry)... Giving up my family(might move to my bf's house)... I am tired now... I am thinking should I give up my piano too since my piano at my house and I cant practise anymore... *sigh* I am still thinking... Why all this happen to me? Why cant I have a happy family? huh?

I wish I never grow up.. Then I dont have to think so much... and I still remember my family quite happy that time even we are a bit poor... But every week we have the family day... Is happy.. But everything gone when I grow up and dad start being ricer a bit... Now... His car is his everything... I still remember there is once.. I scratch his car accidently but also cut my hand.. Guess what happen? My hand is bleeding but he scold me because of that scratches... Until now still... Hahaha... Isnt it funny? I am his daughter but just not important than a car..

Mom? Hahahahahaha... Mom~ A good one.... Really speechless about this mom... A mom that always throw her daughter alone at home since I am in secondary school... ^^ Isnt it cool? :p Nope.. She never work after married with my dad... Mom oh mom... I wanna ask... Why u always keep saying "no" to me? As sample : "Mom wanna go shopping with me?" "NO" "Mom can u bring me out with u?" "NO" "Mom can I learn singing?" "NO"... Ok fine... If ur "friends" asked : "Lets go shopping." "YES Of COURSE" "Lets bla bla bla" "SURE WHY NOT"... =.=" See... Being a daughter like this... I am really sucked.. and failed.. Nvm.. Everything will be over now...

I am just too stupid last time... Take them as my everything even they dont even give a damn about me... So I decided to kick them out of my life... I dont want to see them anymore... Wont care about them anymore... Start spending my new life with my bb... Hope it wont be fail again(I tried many times about moving to bf house but always fail cause I will miss them much and went back at the end)... We are saving money for our future.. Will get marry one day...

Right now I am worry about my net friend jun.. Jun.. Dont go before I go.. I am sure U are not "cham" than me... If u know my past.. I have a horrible past.. Anything just talk to me k?