Many Things Had Happened

11:33pm , I am not sleeping yet... Normally I will be on the bed at around 8pm every night... Sigh... Many things in my mind... Suddenly think back about last time stuffs... I know the tears are coming out...

Girls... What you guys want me to do? Joseph.. Thanks for understanding me... I dunno and I dont feel like explaining all these... You guys should know well that I am not really good in words... and actually I am SO simple... I will treat u well if u treat me well too... So.. You guys know now? How am I? I dunno how to describe my feeling now... Angry? No.. Not really... Sad? No.. Not really.. Tired? Maybe...

Please... Dont ask me... What had happen? I dont fucking know what had happen as well... The drama begin on one upon a time... O.. I forgot... Its like... Nothing happen actually... Then... ask again... I answer.. Nothing happen really... Then... I get "bad face"(Maybe I too sensitive)... So...
Emo start... Today... return her a bad face too (I am so childish)... and Then... DRAMATIC!!!!
"What happen to u and her?" "Why u angry her?" Bla bla bla bla... COME ON! How the hell I know?? Can anyone get what I mean?? Grrrr... WHATEVER!

Monkey... to be honestly... I really apprectieace a friend like u... So far... You are the only "friend" of my that chat with me thru phone for like almost 1 hour... Joseph is the second one... Monkey got 44 minute and Joseph is 35minute... =.= What am I trying to show? =.= I am happy to know a friend like you... And I really know you are good... From the heart... But monkey... Its hard for me to change my mind/my mood in a very short time... You know I need time... I know you really do want us to be good to each other...

Today her mood is so so only... Sigh~ I dunno how to make her feel better... I can see her angry face d during work... I really dont want to lose a friend like you... T.T Monkey u cannot angry me de wo... NEVER EVER ya!!!!!!

What I can say/do now is... Gimme some time... But since I already sms her say I am ok d... So I am ok d... Gimme some time... Dont ever force me... Thanks...